Koffee's Underwater!

Yes, This is actually the small town I live in with Yuki. Not a great day here!

I guess I could Blog ...

It has been quite some time since I updated this blog. I have focused much of my blogging on my venture "The Milk N Kookies Show". This venture has proved to be more time consuming and valuable than I ever suspected. So much in fact, it will be growing into a new branch of business that I hope will prove to be lucrative.

I have come to discover my talents in life are not about tangible proofs of results, but in my ability to dream, imagine and implement thoughts and ideas into realities. I summon many possibilities and choose the ones with the most plausibility of fulfillment. It's my nature to nurture dreams .. Not that there's anything wrong with that ...

The Limelight

The spotlight is on me. I am going to trip and fall. Dozens of animated avatar eyes staring at me through their empty souls. Waiting to see how much I can carry before I lose my balance. How did I end up here and why? I didn't see it coming, somehow the blaring horns of the train barreling down on me as I lay strapped to the tracks wasn't a signal. I missed it, I took a nap at a bad time. Even as I said yes, I said no. I am rambling for the sake of hearing my fingers pound on the keyboard. I got to get some sleep, tomorrow the floodlights will take away the soothing darkness of 4am

Irony

Today My Aunt Sue had her operation to remove a cancerous growth from her breast. Luckily, the surgery itself went fine and they will soon know how successful the procedure itself was. My grandmother and I urged my mother to also have a mammogram done as a safety precaution since several of my family members have battled cancer in the past.

I am feeling slightly burdened and isolated. In a sense, I want to avoid all human contact, be left alone and just hide my face in a pillow for awhile. On the other hand, I feel pangs of loneliness tugging at me, reminding me I am already quite isolated. I hate irony.

Waiting

Waiting to be held
Waiting for warmth
Waiting for the moment
Waiting ...

New Blog Annoucement!

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Boundaries

I cannot understand or comprehend why people feel the need to violate others. Be it emotionally, physically or spiritually there seems to be some people who feel it's ok to tread on others without remorse. Perhaps some people don't respect the limit of others or see the consequences of their actions and how it can effect the other person. I think ones own boundaries are a sacred commodity that should never be sacrificed or manipulated to further someone else's own goals and objectives. Limitations exist for a reason, let it be.